By this point, I’m not just a mother.
I’m a mother who has spent years dissecting obstetric literature the way other people dissect celebrity gossip.
This time, I could feel every layer of physiology.
I could sense the placental function like a second language.
I could tell what was normal, what was noise, and what was a physician fishing for control.
I had become dangerous in the best way:
an informed patient with a spine.