How come:
other girls know routines
other girls know more than just random useless stuff like Photoshop, HTML, MySQL, Makeup, Gaming and how to administer an IV or properly (and hygienically) use a epipen in case of anaphylactic shock. (Spoiler: I have zero allergies)
other girls know how to plan. PERIOD.
other girls finish homework well before its due (not the whole weeks worth in a hyperfocus induced all-nighter last minute style which, in-turn the teach concludes are each either an absolute work of college level art, or straight ILLEGAL having no clue how little personal effort it took on my part and how much heavy duty procrastination went into it lady!
other girls remember deadlines
other girls don’t crash and burn (sleep non-stop for three whole nights) after finishing all of last months assignments last minute for Monday after having asked for (and been approved for) extra time just the day before.
other girls don’t feel like aliens in their own bodies
other girls don’t have to change personalities like outfits just to make it through the day
other girls don’t have to bury the best parts of them just to make it make sense
Why does everything feel natural for them…
and like trial-and-error survival for me?
Why am I always so tired?
Am I broken?
Or just… different?
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